Lot of lovin goin on...

Hello all!! In less than 1 month this little petunia will be turning 49 years old. Sometimes it feels like yesterday that i was just a love joy teenager ready to take the world on. The I met the man of my dreams and we started our life together, in love and ready to truly live life and live life truly... together, forever...
Our adventures together are filled with the closeness and love for each other. In July we will celebrate our 25th Wedding Anniversary by taking a Mexican vacation. Passports in hand, we will disconnect and reconnect on a luxurious beach with crystal clear water. Yum! I cant wait!

Life

Reach for the moon & you'll land among the stars!!

Faith is the substance of all things hoped for.

I know that God has a plan for my life. At this moment in time I am being tested on how I push myself to do more. Meaning I am IN training for something more. Fine by me....
I believe that we are all on Earth to learn a certain task/aspect or the sort. God has a plan for each and every one of us.We must master the task at hand before we move onto the next step. I believe that I have been here on earth several times in many different lives. Could be I didn't master a task and I was sent back here to complete it. I feel it... Hard to explain~
Several years ago I read a book called "Many Masters, Many Lives" ... It has changed the way I think of my life or lives and living. It makes sence. I'm here to pull it all together. I need to not overcommit. To be more accepting and less demanding of myself and others.
To be here and now. "The Power of Now" - another great read.
I need to speak my mind, even if my voice shakes.
Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning, chance and the place that comes from me knowing that you cant know it all. Life's funny that way- when you let go of the wheel you might end up right where you belong.

My new Business

I am working on my Silpada Designs business. Getting organized takes time but I am almost there. My first show is this weekend and I am very excited. I know everyone will have a great time and Anna will get some jewelry she likes for free. All the better. I am committed to working my business to grow in the near future. Love that Silver! Love Silpada!

happiness is...

Happiness is...

the color orange

hugs from the one you love

LOL

petting furry pets

children smiling

an unexpected complement

the farm feeling I get when I drink a car bomb

laughing with friends

coffee in the morning

holding hands with my husband

making handmade stuff

hanging clothes on the clothesline

fresh clean sheets

being loved...

This year... 2008

I will...

have my 25th Silver wedding anniversary
love with all my heart
turn 49
start a Silpada Jewelry Business and succeed
have boys that will be 18, 15 and 13
write more letters
try a new recipe each week
read some books
do yoga
stretch when I get out of bed
buy less stuff
try to learn spanish or at least some spanish
draw more
wear sunscreen
sing in the shower
take a road trip
wear my cheater glasses when I sew
make a souffle
play backgammon
take naps
take walks
make jewelry
laugh
cry
see old friends
make new friends
do laundry
water plants
smile at strangers
take vitamins
take photos
tell people how much they mean to me

It's been a long time commin'

Merry Christmas everyone!

Yesterday was Christmas Day! We made a turkey dinner and all the dressings. It was very tasty.
Mike helped get the fixin's together and our family ate together. Very Nice indeed!
Note to self: next year I will NOT put MY family through going to my brothers and all the family idiocincrisities that that go along with it. Too much-
We watched Pirates of the Caribbean last night. It was the third movie called The World's End- pretty intense and hard to follow if you ask me-

Christmas was good!! Only one mishap- misplacing 3 of Justin's Christmas gifts. Lost a hat, t-shirt and biking gloves. I am positive I received them all in the same box, decided to wrap them, alone in my bedroom, when low and behold, Justin appears in my bedroom window (on the second floor roof) and peaks in to see what I am wrapping. This scared the shit out of me since the roof was icy and it was snowy outside. So of course I yelled at him and told him to never do that again. I put the gifts away and now they are mysteriously gone-
So.. Christmas morning we are opening gifts and the packing slip was in the hoodie wrapped box and the three gifts have gone missing. I have looked and now I need to let it go so it can come to me where i put them. This will happen as i relax about the whole situation.


Today is Dad's 82nd Birthday. We are going there in a little while to celebrate.
God Bless us all!

Report Cards

Report cards came out and yippie kai-yeaa ki-ooooo. They are good, good, good!!!
The best they have been in a long time. Lots to celebrate as my three boys are doing well and we are loving it.

It is quite cold out today, snow, rain, sleet and whatever else wants to come is coming down. The weather is not that bad for this time of the year. It is by the way November 15th and it has been quite pleasant this fall..

Margie and I had our Silpada Jewelry party last night. 16 friends showed up and we had a great time. The Silpada lady is trying to get us to sell the stuff and I am not sure how I feel about it at the moment. Margie and I would like to go to a meeting which will be on 12th of December to see what it all entails. It was nice both of my sister in laws came as well as many of my friends. Wonderful night! Plus we both get some free jewelry!! Yea!

Trick or Treat is not what it used to be

Last night was Halloween in my neighborhood. I walked around with my friend Renee and shadowed our sons while they ran around the neighborhoods collecting candy. They both dressed up as Football players. Both played Football this year for the local teams.

Halloween is not what it used to be. Several years we had over 100 ghosts and goblins trick-or-treating at our door. Last night was very different. There was only about 25 kids in the two hours it was offered. When I was a kid we would go out from dark till after 10pm. The bustle of activity was unbelievable. There were kids and waiting parents on every street. Fun! I'd like to remember Trick-or-treating as it was when I was a kid.

A small bunny in dire need of me

A few weeks ago our cat Autumn caught a small bunny and was playing with it. I thought it was stunned or in shock since it was shaking some. I picked it up hoping that I would be able to nurse it back to health and release it in a few days. It stayed in a cage with water and I gave her a little carrot. That night I watched tv and held her all the while petting her to see if she would respond. A few times she became more lively and I thought she was doing better. It made me happy. I prayed that she would make it since it was just little. I guess it was too much for her since she was still in the morning. I was sad and berried her next to our hampster in the side yard.

6th degree of separation

I went to my nieces graduation party and discovered that I was a room mom with my sisters neighbor. They live in the next town and she is the grandmother of a girl in my son Jonathans class. Wild!!

Went to a Jimmy Buffet concert at the Miami Marine Stadium in Miami Florida several years ago and my husband and I were watching the concert. We were about half way up in the seats and looked down and said to each other, "Doesnt that look like Jim and Dee down there?" Jim and Dee were friends of ours when we lived in Ohio. They moved to Fort Lauderdale and we moved to Boynton Beach several years later. We did not keep in touch with them and was glad to see them again after all these years. After the concert we ended up staying in touch and going out partying with them. Fun stuff?

A friend of mine, Freida is friends with Mariette. Mariette just happens to be my friend Judy's siter in law. Small world.

feeling

what am i feeling... right now i am feeling ok, just ok, the sun is shining and i am typing in my blog for the first time in 2 months. i cut the rest of the grass this morning, went to the eye doctor and got my contacts checked and eyes dialated. that was not fun. if you have never gotten your eyes dialated~ when you see the light its painful. i do not want to do that again. eyes are ok, just checking because dad had macular degeneration and mom had cataracts. i am ok now.

wondering if i should go to the meeting tomorrow. i will feel uncomfortable.
wondering if i will be uncomfortable at the party this weekend. i am so glad that mike and jeff are still ok. A and i are still on the outskirts of friendship. it is not what i want, i want it back like it used to be and i dont know how to fix it. am i being ridiculous for not trying to make it work or selfish that i dont want to put in the effort?? dont know... i guess i will be myself and see what happens. i am a caring person that does not like conflict. conflict bothers me and makes my skin crawl. i will just be myself and meditate on it....

"Sparky"

David came in to me today and said he thought Sparky was dead. He is David's hampster that he has just had for a few months. It was a 1 year Anniversary present from his girlfriend Antonietta. We dont understand what happened. Sparky was active and cheerful. Just Friday he was in the den chewing on the sides of his cage and making noise like always. He seemed happy and healthy. I feel sad because Sparky made me realize that I shouldnt judge something/someone until I give them a chance. I realized that Sparky and our other 3 cats COULD get along, even when i didnt think it was good to have 3 cats and a hampster all under one roof. Only once did Sparkys cage fall to the floor (during the first few days) because one of the cats had pushed it off of Davids desk. He was very entertaining as he ran around on his ball on the floor. Mike and I would chuckle as we watched him...
Just last week Sparky was in his exercise ball and rolling around Davids bedroom floor. It got trapped in between the wall and clothes on the floor and Sierra decided to lay down & fall asleep. Sierra completely enclosed Sparky in so he couldnt get out. Even then Sparky was safe and Sierra looked content to just sleep and keep guard. I am saddened that he is gone and we will all miss him.

Fathers Day

Fathers Day is today! We were slow moving on this quiet morning. Everyone went to Wallace Lake and cooked out on the grill. Warm breezy day and the sun was shining bright! The lake is peaceful...
Justin fished, Jon kicked the soccer ball around, David sat and talked to us and we reminisced about watching the movie Forest Gump. Good conversation, & good food.We even boiled corn-on-the-cob right on the grill & it was tasty~ The day seemed to last forever. Quietness in a busy schedule was well deserved!

It is like it is

Whenever i feel like writing i just write. I like the sound of the keys typing, and don't want to stop. Right now i am just trying to type for 10 minutes straight to see where my thoughts take me, so here I am and I'm just thinking and thinking and maybe I should do something crazy out of the blue . I really feel like it and havent done it for a long time> ive been having panic attacks recently and i feel like i am going out of my mind. When i went to sleep last night i laid there and couldnt breathe. Mike tried to calm me by rubbing my chest and it did calm me but then i started breathing shallow and next thing i knew was mike was checking my pulse to see if i was OK. I ended up laughing out loud because it was so sweet for him to be concerned. I know I am loved and he doesnt like to see me upset which is what i
have been lately. I am letting go of a friend who doesnt want to be friends anymore. Thats OK.
Today I did something really stupid. I took my sons Epipen and tried to empty it but it shot into my thumb and now my thumb is numb. I held it up to the other thumb and there is no color, only white, what a trip that is, so now I am tryint to type with a numb thumb. I am wondering if i need to be concerned, maybe i should put it in warm water to try to get the circulation back. or take a bath like i have for the past two nights to try to get over a cold.
You would think with all this typing there would be some circulation back in my thumb...

WE MAY NOT HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER, BUT TOGETHER WE HAVE IT ALL!

Maturity is the ability to do a job whether or not you are supervised,
to carry money without spending it,
and to bear an injustice without wanting to get even.
~Anne Landers


"Be Happy for this moment, this moment is your life!"

Whatever you do, make if fun!
Travel with a light heart
and happy expectations!

Thank godness for flexible people. They won't get bent out of shape.
Fortitude is like courage, helping us to draw nearer to God and do what is right in spite of fears and difficulties. Spirit of might, strengthen my heart so that I may do your will today and all days.

Quote of the week: "I'm thankful for the common things we often take for granted: the sun, the rain, the birds, the trees, each flower that's planted." M. Kathleen Haley

Pennies from heaven find their way to your doorstep this year!

Prayer for restoration of health~

Lord God, You know the desire of my heart~ to be restored to health. You are indeed the Great Physician, and I ask you for the gift of restored health. Help me to remember that Your Word teaches that You cause all things to work together for good to thos that Love you. So whether You choose to restore me to health or allow my sickness to continue, help me to trust the goodness of Your will and to serve You whole heartedly whatever the outcome, In Jesus name I pray.

Mothers Day

Mothers day was very special. i had cereal for breakfast, my choice, got a royal treatment for a while and got to relax. I watched a movie, Must like Dogs. Very good.. Ive seen it at least 4 times and still love it. A good romance movie.

My husband got me a Bible. I have been wanting one for quite some time. I also got gifts from my boys. They were very kind.
In the afternoon i got to talk to a dear old friend who still lives in florida. it was good to hear that she is doing so much better since her divorce. I prayed that she would be strong enough to get through it and she was..

I thank the Lord for my family and good friends!

Purple flowers in my yard
will be placed in a special card.
My card is for my very best friend
who will be beside me till time ends.
My heart glows yellow, purple and blue
with crimson colors that shine through.
I love this time of day when love comes to me in lilacs & peonies.

~Becky

Life Is Good

Life is good
Hand made jewelry
lunch with a good friend
finding a bargain
garage saleing
laughing in the sun
taking responsibility
gift shopping
learning
helping people
loving my husband

my husband loving me~ no matter what
giving someone the benefit of the doubt
trusting... lusting...
a phone call from a long lost friend
the smell of freshly cut grass
googly eyes..... bobble head dolls
cats... love in the afternoon
streams of sunshine...stars in the night sky
friends around a fire...digital pictures...a good hair day
clean fresh sheets..the ocean
living & breathing~

Expect the unexpected

(or you wont find it)
a creativity tool based on the ancient wisdom of Heraclitus
bt Roger von Oech , author of A Whack on the Side of the Head.

Heraclitus was a ancient Greek philosopher that was famous for his brilliand and provacative sayings.
The creative Insights of Heraclitus:
1. The cosmos speaks in patterns
2. Expect the unexpected, or you wont find it.
3. Everything flows.
4. You cant step in the same river twice.
5. That which opposes produces a benefit.
6. A wonserful harmony is created when we join together the seemingly unconnected.
7. If all things turned to smoke, the nose would become the discerning organ.
8. The Sun will not exceed its limits, because the avenging Furies, ministers of Justince, would find out.
9. Lovers of wisdom must open their minds to very many things.
10. I searched into myself.
11. Knowing many things doesnt teach insight.
12. Many fail to grasp whats right in the palm of their hands.
13. When there is no sun, we can see the evening stars.
14. The most beautiful order is a heap of sweepings piled up at random.
15. Things love to conceal their true nature.
16. Those who approach life like a child playing a game, moving and pushing pieces, posess the power of kings.
17. Sea water is both pure and polluted: for fish it is drinkable and life-giving: for humans undrinkable and destructive.
18. On a circle, an end point can also be a beginning point.
19. It is diesease that makes health pleasant, hunger that makes fullness good, and weariness that makes rest sweet.
20. Dogs bark at what they dont understand.
21. The doctor inflicts pain to cure suffering.
22. The way up and the way down are on and the same.
23. A things rests by changing.
24. The barley-wine drink falls apart unless it is stirred.
25. While we're awake, we share one universe, but in sleep we are each turn away to a world of our own.
26. Donkeys prefer garbage to gold.
27. Every walking animal is driven to its purpose with a whack.
28. There is a greater need to extinguish arrogance thatn a blazing fire.
29. Your character is your destiny.
30.The sun is new each day.

Nourishment

This is from the Book - I Ching:

RE: Waiting (Nourishment)

There is a situation at hand that cannot be corrected by force or external effort. The Creative will provide the solution to one who waits with a correct attitude. This is a time for patience and careful attention to inner truth.

Do not give into to doubt and agitation now. You are not meant to wait in a state of desperate longing but in one of patient inner strength. Without certainty in the power of truth, success is impossible. Attempts to force a change, rather than allowing it to mature naturally, will only cause misfortune.

You would be wide to strengthen and reaffirm your reliance on the Creative. When you indulge in fear and doubt, you flood the arena where the Higher Power is attempting to work. Your principal responsibility in life is to keep this arena- your own consciousness- free of negative influences.

By accepting things as they are and not making fruitless comparisons to the situations of others or some imagined ideal, one engages the power of the Creative. If one then remains balanced, modest, and independent, good fortune will come to hand.