Emerging Sideways


My life is emerging sideways these days. I am slowly getting things done that I want to and I feel more accomplished. Of course it is not as fast or easy as I anticipated. Everyday I have this sun-dappled serenity hovering over me and I feel at rest when the day starts...and then the day goes on and then it's Tuesday Morning again. This & that to work on and chauffer the kids to here and there daily takes a lot of perserverance. I love doing these things for them. Like picking up my oldest son from work when he has an hour break for lunch. We went to Penn Station subs and we sat and talked. It's great!
I feel like I have library overload also. Every time I go to the library I say to myself, "I'm just passing through..." and then I come out with an armload of wonderful, enchanting, whimsical, mind blowing, desire for success, have a little faith in me kind of books. And every once in a while a book that looks like a good read and turns out to be too weird for my way of thinking. Unbelievably I got two books lately and read the first chapter of two and said to myself, I cant follow this, and took it back for some other person with an open mind and curious eye to take out. I love unabashedly happy endings or something that is close to my heart.
This morning I literally had to talk my son, Justin into going to Football practice because he didnt want to go due to the fact that his crank to his bike fell off yesterday while riding it and subsequently, he fell off & onto the curb of the road. Thus big bump on his shoulder, hurt shin and thumb. Unbelievably I was able to talk him into going and he was better off for it. I guess he decided that I was right and that he needed to show up and show that he was part of the team. Yipee for me! Now I am off to take care of Justin's bee sting by his eye thathe got while riding home from his friends.by his eye.